is it...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.

Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.

Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.

Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Then it's Love.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
Then it's Love.

Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
Then it's Love.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
Then it's Love.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's Love.

But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
Then it's Love.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
Then it's Love.

from: http://www.sinhalaya.com/friends/whatislove.htm

What is L.O.V.E.?

fROM: http://www.sinhalaya.com/friends/whatislove.htm

Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours, and you can wait.

-_- i am TIRED -_-

Even though it's Christmas brk, I'm feeling tired! Don't knw Y.. It's like this Christmas is different.. Parang not that fun.. Not that joyful.. Parang iba ang feeling.. I feel tired kht wla na akong gngwa.. Actually, now I'm jst reading, watching tv, using the computer (although not that much), playing games, eating, taking a bath, and sleeping.. I think what I do is not tiring.. Pero y do I get the feeling na kpgod.. Come to think of it, parang always ako mkfeel ng kpoy.. Pag mgblog ako parang un lng parati ko nssbi.. Hmmm.. I wonder y?..

It's Christmas time BUT I'm not having the spirit of Christmas!

exam!!!

Exam week na! -sigh- Mlapit na mgChristmas, Dec. 25.. Ilang days nlng..

Khapon bday ni sioti, kpagod tlga pg may party.. ayaw ko tlga mg-party2.. Ewan ko bkt..

Haay.. Dming projcts!! Kailangan ko tpusin ang cross stitch, tpos gwa ng devotional at reaction, tpos mg drwing pa sa creative, dlawa pa tlga.. Dmi! Dpat kc gnwa ko na ung iba nuon.. Wla lng kc ako tym.. -sigh-

weekENDs

Haay, weekends na!.. Kttpos lng ng aming mga Mastery Test, FIVE ata un.. Nkkpagod pero kailangan mgstudy.. Minsan nga d na mkaayos study kc sa sobrang pgod.. Nxt wk, may mga tests na nman.. Tpos mg-exam na sa mga sunod na wk.. Tpos, mtpos na ang 3rd grding?!.. KBILIS nman!!.. Parang snap ng finger lng ngstart ang skul tpos end kaagad.. Pranga ganun lng ah.. Time flies so fAst..

School's back

Tgal ko wla nkblog ah.. Pgod lng kc ako.. Haay.. D ako mkrelaxed b, i'm feeling tired.. Kung d sa lessons, assigns, tests, ativities.. Kdami.. This wk, 2 ako mgreport, then speech pa.. Knina ntpos na ung dalawa, buti nlng.. Hehe.. Isang reporting nlng.. Kpoy tlga ako b, feeling ko dmi ko gwin o gnwa.. Ewan ko b!

~a quote from a movie~

"When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part."

It's Oct. 25, na..

Tgal ko na wla nkblog.. Hmmm, dmi kc tests ds wk and dmi dn gngwa pati last week.. Pero may something new, inayos ko na ung sa cyworld ko.. Hehe.. And luks lyk ngugus2han ko dun.. Pero syempre mgbblog pa rn ako..

Bkas wlang klase sa aftrnun kc convocation na.. Tpos sa Monday wla dn.. Pg Wednesday aftrnun mgpunta kmi sa Manila.. Kya absent ako sa hapon.. Ako pa nman ang mgreport sa Noli kbanata 20.. Ngpaalam na ako kay sir.. Ipaalam dn yata ni mommy bkas.. Kung may mga tests man, mgtst na ako una.. Cguro sa AP.. Chinese, Tuesday man dw ang test at ang trgo, Tuesday dn..

Engineering Solution of Love

So many times I tried my dear,
to satisfy the way I feel.
I wonder what words would mean to
whole of heart I want to tell.

I tried Trigo and Calculus
to calculate these crazy thoughts.
I tried Physics and Chemistry
but my unknown increased by three.

I plot it on the drawing board to find
and look for its magnitude.
But as I plot its boundary,
again it is extended with infinity.

I tried to add it all at first
but what I got is not the best.
So I subtract it from the sum
but the difference is negative one.

I multiplied it over again
to see if I could win the game.
But the product I got was very bad;
the same result when I divide.

So what I used is Algebra
to solve it all with formula.
And with the aid of Geometry,
I got the answer 1-4-3.

2nd grading

Haay (I'm totally, truly, really, and deeply disappointed.. sa sarili ko!).. Tngin ko, sobrang baba ng grade ko ngaung second grading.. Iniisip ko nga, bka mga 93, 92 na average ko.. Alam ko na d ko msyado gnpkta na gus2 ko mtaas dn mkuha ko.. Pero ngaun ko lng nfeel na pangit tlga pgsobrang baba na.. Ayaw ko ng gni2.. Sobrang nkk-dsappoint ang feeling.. Ung mga tao nga-expct sakn ng mtaas na grade tpos mbaba lng mkuha ko.. Ung ibang tao, tngin sa mtalino.. Sbi ko nman, d ako mtalino eh.. Pero khya nman sa knila..

Ds grading kc, d ako mkstudy ng maayos.. D ko nman pwdeng gawing reason ung sakit ko.. Hindi lng tlga ako nkstudy ng maayos.. Always na kc ako mksleep kaagad.. Minsan nga d na ako mkstudy pg nyt b4 sa tst.. Ung exam nmin sa huagi, one exmple un.. Ung morning lng nun ako nkstudy tlga.. Nyt b4 nun bnasa ko ung buntuey tpos nksleep b nman ako! Haay.. Pero at least, nkta ko results ng tests ko, mtaas nman.. Hehe.. 99% at ang mali ko dahil sa carelessness! Sayang ah!..

Sa mga English lessons ko.. Haay.. Kbaba ng scores ko sa exam.. Science at Math ko ngbaba!.. Nuon past skulyr, yan ang mtataas ko.. Tpos ngaun! Mbaba na! Sobrang baba!.. Gnasbi ko nlng gud sa sarili ko na bawi nlng.. Pero minsan gnaisip ko na parati nlng gn2 gnsabi ko pero d ko nman gngwa.. D ko mcontrol ng maayos ang sarili ko, ung parang mwala kaagad ung planong mgstudy ng maayos.. Hehe..

Sayang dn noh? Ung ilang years ko sa rank ko nuon, mwla lng.. Haay.. Pano kung, ung 2nd gradng mbaba na tlga grade ko as in, bka below 92!!.. Paano kya yan..Kdami ko gnaisip ah.. Dpat ang isipin ko nlng is mgstudy ng maayos.. Hndi na muna m2log pg may kailangan png gwin.. Hndi na dpat mtmad.. 3rd grading na! Dpat focus na.. 1st and 2nd gradng, mbaba ang grades ko.. Ngaung 3rd and 4th dapat mtaas na! Kung pwde lng sobrang taas na!.. Hehe.. Bsta! Wtever results nung 2nd grading, d ko dpat un ilagay sa isip ko as negative.. Dpat mgstrive pa ako.. Dpat gawin ko ung inspration.. Hehe.. Ganun nlng cguro nh? Kung mkaya ko.. SANA!!!

..perfect..

When you say perfect guy, perfect parents, perfect friends, do they exist?

in FRIENDSHIP...
ok lng nman dba na may d pgkkunawaan..
kung tngin nung isa eh pangit yan at cbi nya, ok lng nman dba?.. kya lng dpat ung sa maayos na paraan..

nothing is perfect
whther sa rlationship
mo man sa parents mo,
sa family, sa friends,
o sa special sum1 mo man..

we cant make it perfct,
un ang 22o, dba?
pero we can mke it wonderful and valuable..
we can mke it last if we want to..
its jst a matter of taking risks..
and believing that it wud last..
even for a lifetime!

drEams

My dream ako kgbi.. Alam ko mganda un, pero d ko mtandaan.. =( haayy.. Gus2 ko pa nman un mreplay sa isip ko.. D ko na alam ang details about dun sa dream ko, bsta ang alam ko lng mganda (or should I say "nkkakilig".. huh? hmmm.. Dont know y ko 'to cnsbi.. Hndi pa ako nksbi ng word na "nkkakilig" to anyone.. Pero inside I can feel it.. Wierd lng ngaun kc ganun tpos sa dream ko pa tlga.. Wht does dt mean?! I want 2knw..) Gus2 ko nga mremember ung dream ko..

Haay, gani2 ako alwys b.. I always dream of someone pero minsan d ko mkta ung mukha, minsan ung isang tao, minsan nman ibang tao.. Pero I cant figure out y.. Do dreams have something na gus2ng sbhn sa tao?.. If so, ano? Ung sa akin?.. (?_? )

haay

Tgal ko dn wla nkblog.. Pgod ako, d ko alam dhail sa ano tlga.. Ilang days na b since last akong ngblog?.. At leats ngaun, tpos na exams nmin.. Scores nlng ang knttkutan na mkta.. Hehe.. Mka-upset pg baba ang grades.. Haay, i hope d msydo baba ang score.. Intrams na kya lng wlang cheerdance, bka may popdance dw.. D ko alam ano un b.. Hndi un hiphop na dance?.. Hmmm..

its not our fault!

Sbi nla: "It's nt d students fault if they fail in their subjcts."
BKT nman?
Sagot: B'coz d year only have 365 days & wen u take ds things in2 consideration
>SUNDAY- rest day, 52 sun/yr
Days left: 313
>SUMMER- 50 days, mhrap daw mg-aral ng mainit
Days left: 263
>SLEEP- kailangan 8hrs araw2= 130 days
Days left: 141
>RELAXATION- kailangan 1 hr/day, sbi nla gud 4health= 15 days
Days left: 126
>FOOD- 3meals or snacktym, 2hrs estimate, dpat chew properly= 30 days
Days left: 96
>CHITCHAT- "Man is a social animal" sbhn ng 1 hr/day nkkpgchikahan= 15 days
Days left: 81
>EXAMS- per yr, mga 35 exam days
Days left: 46
>HOLIDAY- 37 days
Days left: 9
>ILLNESS- ngkkskit k rn nman, lets say 4 days/yr
Days left: 5
>ORGS- 4 days para dun
1day left
>Tpos dat 1day is ur BDAY. Hw can u study at that day?
Days left: 0
wla, none! San mo ngaun isisingit ang pg-aaral?! ;-)

yehey!

Hehe.. Nxt week, two days and a half lng ang class.. Kc may IT Day, ung Science and Math, at Teachers' day.. Pero exam week na.. Tpos exam nman ulit.. Kbilis ah.. Mlapit na mtpos ang 2nd Grading.. Pano na yan?.. One semester n ahlng at mgiging 4th na kmi?.. Ilng months nlng un ah.. Hmmm..

Every Breath You Take

Every breath you take, Every move you make
Every bond you break, Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day, Every word you say
Every game you play, Every night you say
I'll be watching you

O can't you see, You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make, Every vow you break
Every smile you fake, Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please

What's Your Song?

April, YOUR song is Every Breath You Take

Romantic and soulful, it's no surprise your signature song is just as sweet as you are. When it comes to a night on the town, we'd guess you'd rather enjoy a candlelit dinner for two or a low-key night hanging out with friends than a wild party or chaotic club.And while your signature song may not bring the house down, it never fails to inspire that loving feelin' in everyone. That's why it's so perfect for you a big-hearted person like you who's always thinking of others. So, keep it up. It's nothing short of breathtaking!

[Ngtake2 na nman ako ng tests.. Hehe.. Wla na gstudy nh?]

Assignments & Tests

Ngaun lng ako ngblog.. Haay, hehe.. gnwa ko pa kc mga assignments.. Tpos may seminar pa tlga khapon.. Npgod tlga ako, kya nga d ako lumabas ng bahay ngaun.. Mggawa sna kmi ni kate ng banner para sa cmputer.. Buti nlng dn ayaw dn ni kate mg-alis2.. Kya sa skul nlng kmi gwa..

Dming assignments b! Five!.. Tpos tests ds week, mga SIX, d pa ksali ang tst sa AP.. Kailangan mgstudy!.. Pero ok2 na rn, ntpos ko na assignmants, test nlng..

Mglaro muna ako uy.. Hehe.. Maya na ako knti mgstudy, kpoy.. Hehe.. Parang mganda ang pet salon na game b.. Hmmm.. Laruin ko 'to.. Hehe..

work, work, work, work!!!!

Haay!.. Dmi ko na nman gwin..

First para sa SIP nmin, gwa ng letterings, edit ng write-ups, mgpa-bookbind, gwa ng mga articles na ilagay sa display board, bili ng gamit para sa display board, kunin ko pa pla ung display board sa knila kate, tpos gwa ng display board.. Ilan na b yan? Jst for SIP lng nmin yan ha.. Buti nlng nanjan cla jcky maya gawa ng display board..

2nd para sa music video nmin, mgvideo kmi ulit.. Bkas nlng nga, kc wlang tym.. Mgvideo, mg-edit ng video, mggwa ng cover, mg-edit dn ng picture (mg-edit man dn c kate pero ung kay mich lng na pic so ako na bhala sa iba.. May sakit pa kc c kate, kailangan nya mgpagaling.. D ko cya msydo idisturb)..

3rd para sa skul.. Parang dmi tst.. Chemistry, PE, AP, Huagi.. Assignment, trigo.. Projct, ung movie review sa English at devotional guide at reaction paper.. Un palang alam ko na itest.. Tpos mggwa pa pla ako ng dialog para sa exam nmin sa chonghap.. Tnungin ko lng c charl sa skul..

Ano pa b?! May kulang pa b?!

busy day

Dming project, may SIP, may music video, tpos mga tests pa!.. Bago2 lng nga ako nkauwi kc iptransfer ko sna ung video nmin sa cd.. Ngkproblema pa, mktgal nman ako nito m2log bkas.. Friday na kc dpat ipass ang mv tpos bkas pa ako mka-edit kc i-format pa..

Kgabi mtgal nga ako nk2log, dahil sa SIP nmin.. Mga 2am na cguro ako nksleep kya tgal ako nkgsing knina, mga 10.. Haay, kailangan na kc, cramming kc khpon lng tnapos at ngaun na dpat ipass.. Buti nlng ntpos ko, npass ko na knina..

Last yr tlga, wala gud ako nka2log dahil sa pag-edit ng video nmin.. Un tlga 1st and only tym ko na wla nksleep.. Kya pgdating sa skul, wlang buhay.. Hehe.. Bka maulit nman yan bkas.. Bkas nlng kc ang last tym ko na ma-edit ang mv nmin.. Haay..

Hala! Kailangan ko pa mgstudy.. 3 b nman kc ang test nmin bkas.. TRIGO, PHYSICS at FILIPINO.. Tpos assignments pa!.. Buti ntpos ko na ang geom at physics para bkas.. Para friday nlng ang kulang, values at creative writing.. Tpos test pa pla ng AP sa friday..

Kdami nman!!!